Empty Chaos

(**WARNING – Possible Triggers**)

The hamster on the wheel endlessly spinning.

The constant squeak grinding into my head.

The words bouncing off the walls of my skull

like an endless handball game of thought.

Constant buzzing and relentless noise

blasts a permanent one way vacuum

letting insomnia scream into my life.

Never finding peace.

Never finding quiet.

Never finding relief.

There is only doubt, fear and sadness

as the days and night blur into a black hole.

Leaving my life a void of hope.

Nothing to feel.

Nothing to see.

Nothing worth living…