I am stumped today. I keep thinking of something to do with vice and I come up blank. So when I get writers block I tend to babble… you have been warned.
The advice was nice for the mice who wanted ice, but the price for the vice was too high.
Ta-da! I wrote something about vice… sorry folks but I am in a mood. I want to shut down for the night and the wheels are just spinning way to fast to relax. I have two appointments tomorrow and I am certain I will over sleep so of course I am wired now and don’t feel like sleep will be any time soon.
Usually when I am suffering from insomnia I try to write. If I can get the wandering words out it makes my head a little more quiet. Unfortunately the thoughts are really jumping too fast to make a lot of sense tonight. BUT … I promised myself I would stick with these one word prompts and keep writing. I really think it has helped my depression and anxiety some. I know it has helped my self-confidence a little to know there are a few of you following my ramblings out there. I am far from a great writer, but if I can somehow connect with even just one person I feel it makes a difference.
I write in times of dark depression best usually. The evil words just seem to flow better than those rare moments of happiness… my writing then always seems cheesy to me. But being alone, scared, frustrated, defeated and so on are some of the times the words just seem to click better. Right now I am just almost manic and can not keep a flow going in any one direction. Does anyone else ever get that way?
I am also kind of dreading tomorrow morning. My Dad (who is now 80) has to take a driving test to renew his driver’s license. I love him to pieces, but his driving scares me. He recently had to have surgery and his license came due during the recovery… now he waited long enough he has to take a test. I am glad the decision to drive or not to does not fall into my hands or my sister’s. I know he will be devastated if he does not get his license. I just hope if it is a no, they are polite about the denial.
I think I will stop babbling at the keyboard now. I have you all confused by now I am sure. I am not even sure of which direction I am going… LOL! I hope you all get a good nights rest. Until the next time… (((HUGS)))