Today has not been a great day, but it hasn’t been horrible either. It was cloudy, cool and tried to rain off and on. Nothing great about the weather. I feel the muse who visited me yesterday is no longer near by today, but I am not suffering from any writers block really. I watched a movie with my boyfriend, but it was not any Academy Award winner by any means. No long forgotten favorite songs played on the radio today. It was really just a day. I did talk to a friend, but got cut off early by another call and he never called back. I did talk to my daughter, but she was trying to catch me up on the latest happenings at her work. Now I sit in silent loneliness. And to break the day down to the basic facts… I am alive another day. But I kind of feel guilty I was able to beat cancer when a friend just lost her husband to cancer. Kind of a why not me instead of him? My cat has joined me on my lap now and maybe just that is enough for happiness… a purring content cat giving me unconditional love no matter what kind of day it is. That is a simple kind of happiness that can get me through the rest of the night.