June brings warmer weather and the start of summer. Hopefully it brings many ideas from my muse too. I continue to write for my challenge to find the things that make me happy and grateful each day this year. Please feel free to join me in this challenge with comments about your happiness and gratitude or start your own blog. There is always something good to find in each day.
Today has been just kind of going through the motions. I am fatigued beyond belief, but can’t sleep for any length of time. I feel my muse is slipping away, my last couple of poems have been ok, but I feel they are lacking that creative spark. I am on edge with all the fireworks going off. Just getting by as best as I can.
It was a fairly nice day that ended with some rain again. I really wish I had the time and energy to get to a park and recharge myself a little. I did see my therapist today which meant a short walk to the clinic… it was better than no walk at all and the fresh air felt good, I am grateful for that.
My daughter and I had a little Facebook chat and she said something that did bring a smile to my face, that made me happy. Now I think I will have a late night snack (so I can feel bad about my weight) and try to sleep soon. Really just want to crawl in a hole… maybe this new dosage on my anti-depressant will help me out of this funk. I can hope, at least I still have some hope.