One of my favorite months is upon us. I love the wonder of the holidays. How it can light up young and old alike. The weather is (usually) starting to change the world white and frosty. And the promise of a new year is just around the corner. This is the final month of my attempt to find the things that make me happy and grateful every day for a year… I have mixed emotions that it will be ending. Please join me these last few days and post your happiness and gratitude in the comments or on your own blog. There is always some good in the day no matter how small.
So much holiday activity left me really fatigued… forgive me for being a little late again.
Christmas was busy. We packed up the spicy chili that had simmered all night long and went to my boyfriend’s sister’s house to be there for a noon lunch. I was grateful the roads did not have much snow and ice on them so it was an easy drive there and back. After a few hours there we returned home to spend the remainder of the afternoon and evening with my daughter. It was a wonderful holiday.
I handled the day without taking an anti-anxiety pill and was proud of that achievement. It is always a challenge to balance the good of the day with how all the people will affect me. I tend to shy away from a lot of conversation and focus in on the joy seen through the eyes of the children. My boyfriend has two great-nieces who are almost 2 and a 4-year-old great-nephew, watching them was a joy.
One of my challenges of the season is finding that “ideal” gift and we did pretty well this year. But of course the best thing was spending time with my daughter. She was not able to stay late as she had to open at work the next morning and I needed to runs some dinner to my Dad’s house anyway. It was a busy but happy day.
This was the day of recovery… but I had to take my Dad to the clinic for a blood draw and an appointment with the dietitian so no rest for me. Dad had me a little concerned as he forgot the doctor he was seeing and once in the office he confused his cell phone for his blood sugar meter. Otherwise he seemed fine other than back and leg pain that was worse yesterday. I was happy the doctor was pleased with how his blood sugar was running.
I did get a chance to put my feet up and relax last night though. And my boyfriend brought home the belated Christmas present that was not in stock before Christmas. It is a heated massage mat to use in my recliner for my back. I am planning on breaking it out when I am done writing to see how it works. Even if it is just for the heat alone it will soothe my back… I am grateful for that.
I have babbled on far enough now. I hope to get back on track tonight. There are just a handful of days left… then a whole new year to explore what ever comes next. Try to find your happiness and feel your gratitude. Have a wonderful day/night!