One of my favorite months is upon us. I love the wonder of the holidays. How it can light up young and old alike. The weather is (usually) starting to change the world white and frosty. And the promise of a new year is just around the corner. This is the final month of my attempt to find the things that make me happy and grateful every day for a year… I have mixed emotions that it will be ending. Please join me these last few days and post your happiness and gratitude in the comments or on your own blog. There is always some good in the day no matter how small.
I have a tough week ahead of me. I have homework from my therapist to do. Writing down my pain (physical and emotional) in a diary. It is part of acceptance therapy he is working with me on and as often as I have painful thoughts these days I will be writing all day long. It is going to be tough to do, but I have already noticed some changes since we started this workbook and we are only 60 pages into the 200 page book. So I am going into this week hopeful and scared at what I will learn about myself, but determined to get it accomplished. For these last few days I hope I can do both. I already had to note my sadness as I wrote my poem for “cozy.”
Besides seeing my doctor and watching the snow pile up… I did take my Dad to the clinic. I was grateful the main roads were mostly clear of the snow and I didn’t slide around too much. Now we are in for another system of about 3 more inches…only 81 days, 10 hours and 30 minutes until spring. But who is counting?
I did relax a bit tonight and watch a movie with my boyfriend. He got the new Kingsman movie for Christmas and we watched it. It was good but it was another one of those movies with whispered dialog, so you turn the volume up but get BLASTED out of your chair when an action scene comes up. I just sat in the quiet after it was over happily hearing nothing but the soft hum of the furnace running.
Ok… I am STILL behind on reading posts. Let’s see how far I can get before my meds kick in tonight. Please remember to find your happiness and feel your gratitude. Have a wonderful night/day!