Do you like my hat?
Do you like this coat?
Should I change my shirt?
Should I wear these shoes?
No matter what you say
I will always question my choices
Because it is my birthright to change my mind
It is my prerogative to question everything twice
And sometimes I want your input or advice
So I ask you
Do I look nice tonight?
Written for Fandango’s One-Word Challenge (FOWC) – prerogative
I have a wedding to attend tomorrow… I have never met the bride and I barely know the groom. My boyfriend is going to be best man though. I have been having a lot of anxiety about it already. I will be “alone” while my boyfriend is busy most of the day and don’t think I will know anyone there. It is about an hour out-of-town so there is already stress from the drive to get there. I am still going to do this though… I hope.
Another problem I had, was what to wear. With all the medication I am on now I have gained weight since the last fancy event I went to and my nice blouses and sweaters are too small. I at least still have a pair of dress slacks I can wear. So this is where we get into a little happiness today.
I went shopping for a new top. Most of the summer clothes are gone and fall and winter clothes have taken over. I have “thermostat” issues with my Fibro and would hate to overheat at the church, but I finally found a lightweight sweater… and in my size too! I was so happy. It was not expensive (as all extra funds for the month had to go to the wedding gift and a baby’s first birthday). It is a nice bright burgundy color and I can wear it with my grey slacks and be fine.
So there is a little happiness going into the day tomorrow. Let’s just hope my anxiety stays at home when I leave. (((HUGS)))