Freedom Eludes Me

Why does it hurt so much?
Why did he have to go?
Questions that will never be answered
It’s not for me to know
I must only endure the loss
And keep my head held high
Ignore all the questions
Let them wither and die
He was a part of me for many years
and he gave so much to me
but this just hasn’t been easy
when all I want to do is be free


Written for Fandango’s One-Word Challenge (FOWC) – easy