Happy and Grateful – Day 102

We have reached the month of April and I am still on course to post daily with my happiness and gratitude I have found.  Please join in if you feel like doing this too by sharing in the comments or on your own blog.  There is so much to be happy and grateful for.

We lost the sun today but it was still warm.  Too busy to really enjoy the outside anyway.  Had errands to run for my Dad and I am wiped out.  I am sure I will sleep in tomorrow,  But his grocery shopping is done for the week and I was able to pick up a couple of things I needed too.  Now I am waiting for my daughter to stop by and pick up a couple of things.

My mind has kind of been all over today.  That tends to happen with my anxiety and anytime I am out in public I seem to get that way.  I had one friend I felt pretty relaxed with in public but he had to move away.  I am not as comfortable out with other friend… sometimes even family.  I know it doesn’t make sense but that is just a part of my anxiety and too often fear.

Today I associate my happiness with music.  As I write this I am listening to a little Train… their song Words is one I turn to often when I am down.  But I can turn to a LOT of different songs to boost my mood or just to keep me company in the blues.  I am grateful I have access to a lot of music from the internet and all my CDs.  Now to put in a little Band Of Skulls… ♪♫