“I don’t want to hear it!” She slammed her purse down on the table and turned to him saying, “I asked for one simple thing. Just pay the electric bill. I don’t think that was asking too much. But you couldn’t find 5 minutes when you were out today to get it done?”
“I have a confession to make,” he said, and the woman turned on her heals to stare at him. “I was out at the range and a buddy of mine talked me into going into the Sportsman’s Shop with him and they had the coolest gun there…
“Don’t tell me you bought another gun? You have three but only two hands to hold them with. What are you going to do with a fourth one?”
“Protect us when things turn bad.”
“But why four when you ONLY HAVE TWO HANDS?”
“I thought maybe yo…”
“Don’t you dare say I could use them. You know I hate guns and only barely tolerate the ones you have here. I will NOT have my house over-run with fire power. It is pointless and unsafe for my granddaughter.”
“Well it was my tax refund money.”
“Yeah, well it is my house and I don’t want that many here!”
Written for Fandango’s One-Word Challenge (FOWC) – confession
My patience has limits
My trust only goes so far
And I have come to find out
My love too is finite
When there is nothing given in return
I have undertaken a challenge this year. I am trying to find the good in every day by writing about happiness and gratitude that I feel. No matter how small there is always something to bring a smile or make you grateful, if just for a moment. Follow along with me as I dig deep as necessary and find the peace of the day. Join in if you are feeling happy and grateful too – in the comments or on your own blog. Let’s find some fun!
I stayed in bed today… probably for too long. I just was so tired. I fought the fatigue and didn’t go back to sleep, but I didn’t get the energy to move for quite a while. I hate when days start off like this. It makes it seem like I am fighting from behind to catch up all day. Add in the fatigue and I never get ahead or even break even. So I am trying to learn to just accept my limitations on these kinds of days. But acceptance is not easy.
I limited what I did today down to the necessities, no extras. I postponed a trip to the store for a day with more energy. I hate the way fibromyalgia robs me of so much energy but I am getting better at recognizing it and adjusting. At least the pain level was not higher along with the fatigue this flare.
I can be happy in the way I am learning to deal with my illness even if I hate it. I am grateful that I have medicine that helps and the ability to work things around my flares. I hope this is a short one and I am back on a more positive day tomorrow.