Sometimes I Wonder

“I don’t mean to hurt you.”
Was what he said –
He just needed time
Time to be alone.
Was I too needy?
Did I cling to him?
Or was it really not my fault?
He made me feel so alive,
So hopeful,
So at peace
For the first time in a long time.
Those four months
I will always remember
As a great time in my life.
But still to this day
I wonder what if…

 

Written for Fandango’s One-Word Challenge (FOWC) – mean