I am not a rocket scientist, and I don’t play one on TV either. I’ll admit it… I looked up slog. And I guess that is what I was doing today – slogging through re-certification paperwork for our apartment.
I get so frustrated with paperwork and especially financial forms anymore. The fibro fog make the numbers blur and I forget what I am writing halfway through a long number. I shouldn’t have a thing to worry about as I have not worked for over a year and still no positive word on disability. There were 7 sheets of paper I had to fill out today and I spent almost an hour and a half on them and still was not done. I feel so slow and sluggish. I read and re-read questions to try to figure out what they need. I used to be able to go through this stuff in no time. This is now worse than taking a math midterm or finals paper!
But I persevered, kept toiling away at it, and we went through it with the landlord. Only one more paper to fill out and we are done… then the waiting game to see if we still qualify. We have been here two months beyond our original lease so I would think yes would come pretty easy. But doubt always finds a way to creep in and cast shadows about. I am trying to feel positive about this and if it should go bad, well then we just pick up, dust off and try something different.
At least today was productive in one small way. I learned a new word to throw out there with lumber, trudge and grind. My personal dictionary has grown!