Bloganuary 2024 – Frustrating Element

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What do you complain about the most?

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I try not to complain, but I am tired.  Tired of being tired and/or fatigued.  No one likes pain, but I can adapt and even over-the-counter pain relievers do ease it up a bit.  Best thing is, if I can, I sleep through it some. But no amount of caffeine can combat fibro fatigue.

I feel like my arms and legs are made of lead.  I can sit at my computer and suddenly wake up fifteen minutes to two hours later.  It is very frustrating and the one thing I complain about the most, I think.

The worst part is that no matter if I sleep three or twelve hours, I wake up feeling the same way – fatigued.  And I can be fatigued all day and lay down at night and still struggle to get to sleep because of anxiety issues.  I wouldn’t wish fibromyalgia (or chronic fatigue syndrome) on even my worst enemy!

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Bloganuary 2024 – Play Ball!

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What are your favorite sports to watch and play?

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I grew up in a household that was big on watching football – both NFL and college games.  The other big sport as a kid was the Indy 500 and a handful of NASCAR races.  As I have aged, I learned to like football and having a couple of people in the family attend Iowa State University, I do cheer on their college team in both football and basketball.  I am not as much into racing though (teams change drivers too often – it is hard to keep straight) but do try to catch the Indy 500 and Daytona 500 or some parts of the races.

I watch the Super Bowl every year.  Some years for the teams and some years for the commercials.  I was so hoping the underdog Detroit Lions would get into the Super Bowl with a win in the playoff games last night… it looked so good the first half, but San Fransico won out.  The Lions have never been in a Super Bowl, and I really hoped this was their year, but Brock Purdy (who happens to have gone to Iowa State University) led the 49ers to the win.  About the only other sport I watch is a little of the World Series usually.

Playing sports… hmmm?  I do not run.  That takes out a lot of sports.  I have done a little bit of golf, but it is a rather expensive sport and of the three people I used to play with only one is alive and she is out of town now.  I do enjoy a good game of bowling now and again but is it a sport or a game?  That leaves walking.  And a nice trip through the park is always good.  I am just not a big sports person, I have never been and my fibro makes it closer to impossible now.

Bloganuary 2024 – Spend and Save

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What would you do if you won the lottery?

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I addressed this idea a few years back.  On October 22^nd back in 2016 I wrote for the word prompt “millions.”  Here is what I thought then…

Millions… I wanted to write a poem about a dream I’ve had a million times, but the words just would not flow.  So lets talk about a different kind of dream.  If I won a million dollars in the lottery…

The logical first step would be to talk to a lawyer. My mom instilled in me the importance of saving money, so the smart thing to do would be to put half in savings.  Ideally some kind of an account I cannot touch that would earn a guaranteed amount of interest that would be a yearly “income”.

The other half a million… what would be the fun things I would buy?  I would start with home… maybe look into a townhouse. I would like at least a 3 bedroom place so I can have friends and family over.  I like the car I am driving, it is not too old so no need for a car, but maybe I would look into an RV to travel in.

The money will not be for diamonds and furs.  I would rather have opals and jeans and t-shirts.  Honestly I don’t wear a lot of jewelry and anything of any value I would be afraid of losing or breaking it.  And I would not want a full lifestyle change where I had to invest in gowns and formal wear.  I want to be able to go to the supermarket still and check the local Wal-Mart or Target for a bargain.

I know it is cliché to say that I don’t want it to change me, but I know it would in some ways.  I would love to expand my ability (which is now at zero) to help some charities I really believe in.  And it would be nice to not have to budget out whether or not I can afford a cup of coffee.

It is always fun to think about what more money could do to my life.  Now if someone would just let me win to prove how it would not change me… LOL

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The only update I can think to this is that I no longer want a townhouse. I still want 3 bedrooms but also a basement and office in a one story house now. There would be room for both me and my boyfriend and our hobbies, plus a guest could still visit. I think everything else is about the same. I just want a little more space between me and the neighbors. I had enough apartment and townhouse living for my life now … the only benefit is someone else does repairs and I wouldn’t have to hire it done. But with a million I think I could handle that. 

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Sunny Sunday – January 28

Today I decided to bring more light to the world.  Today I ask you to do the same thing.  Join me in posting something happy and upbeat, funny or serious but always sunny.  It can be poems, stories (real or fiction), pictures, quotes or music.  Let’s spread a little joy today.  Encourage each other with a little positivity.  If you want to spread that sunshine give me a link in the comments and we can light up the world together.  #SunnySunday

It wasn’t one of my better weeks – lots of fatigue, some pain and cognitive issues. But I kept moving and made it through. Had sticker shock at the pharmacy with my new insurance for the year and am looking into maybe changing some meds… that thought doesn’t thrill me. BUT I keep looking up and soaking in the sunshine. The day won’t let me down if I keep trying. Now I get ready for the NFL playoff games and hope to see the Lions make their first trip to the Superbowl in February. Have a nice sunny Sunday and see you next week!

Daybreak

The Alarm Goes Off

Groggily I throw the covers off

Stumble to the bathroom

Splash some water on my face

Find my way to the coffee pot

Poor a cup of energy

Sit in front of my computer

Try and focus on the day ahead

As I sip a little more coffee

Light begins to break through the clouds

Winter greys fade away

And snow reflects the sun so bright

Today becomes clearer

I may not rise and shine quickly

But I will always make the day work

Now off into the daylight I go

Ready to face the sun

Bloganuary 2024 – Words to Follow

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What books do you want to read?

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In short… any.  With Fibromyalgia I have issues with concentration and what is called fibro fog.  It leaves me forgetting what I read from one night to the next.  I do a little better with audio books… but can fall asleep during them when I am fatigued and have trouble finding where I was in the book.

I used to read a lot.  I read to my daughter as she was growing up and had my own books going and kept them separate, now I struggle with one.  I keep hoping for a good day when I am not foggy to read but then I find I have other things I have to do like paying bills and filing paperwork I put off when I can’t concentrate. 

I still buy books.  I have some from someone my dad used to work with I mean to read.  Found a memoir by Alan Rickman I really want to read.  And my daughter has a stack of about 6 or 7 now she wants me to read.  I should just pick a half an hour everyday and no matter how many times I have to reread I should just try anyway.  Maybe it would be like strengthening a muscle and get better the more I do it.

I find something I used to do often for hours now frustrating and wish I didn’t have to fight to follow books now.  Maybe someday they will find some help for that part of fibro… until then I will focus when I can. 

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Bloganuary 2024 – Traditional Stronghold

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Write about a few of your favorite family traditions.

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Sadly (on this day of five years since his death), Dad’s dying ended a lot of our family traditions.  My sister is busy with her life and my daughter, and her husband have their own plans.  About the only thing we still gather for is Christmas in January.

It is really sad when the “glue” of the family dies and there is no one left to pull the family together.  I have seen the bond growing weaker and weaker with the passing of my mom, grandma and then dad.  I can recall many traditions I had growing up I tried to pass on to my daughter, but I think about the only one passed on successfully was the tradition of a light cinnamon roll breakfast on Christmas morning as there are usually treats to eat and a big dinner planned later in the day.

Some fond memories still come with those traditions in my past though… green macaroni and cheese on St. Patrick Day, huge batches of popcorn made for March madness, chili and corn bread for the Super Bowl and dinner out (at the place chosen by the birthday girl or boy) and gifts on birthdays.  I notice all of those revolve around food… maybe it is healthier not to carry on those traditions.  I still miss them though, almost as much as I miss my dad today and every day.  Hang onto your family, they are only with us a short time.

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Bloganuary 2024 – All Over Again

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What do you enjoy doing most in your leisure time?

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Have you ever had a feeling of déjà vu?  You know, a time when something seems so familiar like you have been there before, talked to those people, heard those words before.  That is what just happened to me.  I logged in and read today’s prompt and felt like I had read these words before – just Tuesday the prompt was to “list 5 things you do for fun.”  If you do them for fun isn’t that during your leisure time?

So, I will approach this from a different perspective.  How often do you have déjà vu?  I have had that feeling many times.  Not so much that I can say it is once a week or anything but probably a few times a year.  And sometimes it can be very jarring if it is a strong feeling.  Usually, it is just a minor familiarity but other times, down to the sights, sounds and smells around me, everything is familiar.

Does this mean I have lived that moment before?  Am I meeting those from past lives, and we are all in a loop to reconnect?  I can’t say for sure, but I kind of doubt it.  I can’t explain why a moment feels so strongly of déjà vu, but I can say I take note of the situation.  If it comes with fear or dread, I am more on guard.  If it comes with joy and happiness, I fully embrace the moment.  How about you?  How do you deal with déjà vu?

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Bloganuary 2024 – What Time Is It?

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Name an attraction or town close to home that you still haven’t got around to visiting.

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There are many attractions here in Iowa I have not seen that would be good to visit.  Some I have seen that I would like to revisit too.  I know a fall scenic train ride would be fun.  A visit to the Mississippi River Museum and Aquarium has always intrigued me but the one place I have always wanted to go to is in the springtime.

There is festival in the town of Pella that showcases the thousands of tulips the town grows every year.  It was started in 1935 to showcase the town’s Dutch heritage.  In the fall of ’35 85,000 tulips were planted for the following year.  And this became known as Pella’s Tulip Time.  Now there are nearly a quarter million bulbs planted as near as I can tell from the event website.  There are museums to see, a Dutch windmill and LOTS of wonderful food from what I hear.  I have lived in Iowa my whole life and have never made it there but one spring I will… the pictures of the tulips are amazing!  Blooms forever in town.

Until then I will settle for the local parks and their little flower beds.  Maybe a neighbor’s flower or two and if I do move like I am planning in the next couple of years… just maybe a couple of tulips in my own yard.

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Bloganuary 2024 – Fun Times

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List five things you do for fun.

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Let’s have some fun… how do we do that?  Let me tell you…

1. Listeing to music – especially live in concert.

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2. Writing in some form.

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3. Playing games with family and friends.

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4. Getting ink on my hands – aka making greeting cards/crafting.

5. Walking in the park with camera in hand taking nature photographs (followed by editing them).

What do YOU like to do for fun?

Bloganuary 2024 – Communication

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If you could make your pet understand one thing, what would it be?

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I have three cats that are all different so I would have to tell them all three different things.  My oldest cat eats her food too fast.  She always has and the older she has gotten the more it makes her sick.  She has had tests and does has special food, but she still will sometimes eat too fast… I would tell her to slow down and take her time, the food is going nowhere.

The next cat I got came from the shelter and I fear he was abused to a certain extent.  It took him forever to get used to us when we brought him home.  He has gotten used to us now but is still a bit skittish.  I would tell him there is nothing to be afraid of anymore.  He no longer needs to be afraid.

My last cat is very friendly and doesn’t understand personal space.  He however was in a multi-pet household (one of 6 if I remember right) so he kind of had to fight for food and attention.  I would let him know that we love him, and the food will be there when it is time… he won’t miss out and starve.

That would be a start to communication… but there is a lot more I would love to tell them.  The important things though they understand that they are loved… they show love back to me.  I would be lost without them.