I am sorry, but for the next few days I will not be posting. As you can see I have a killer toothache that I can’t get past to make poems or other post, just not thinking straight. I was thinking of hiring my cats to do the posts…
But they were too wrapped up in looking at dog fail memes and I could not pull them away from the videos of dogs failing at basic tricks. 🙂
As I am able I will try to read some posts in-between ice packs and naps. I should be better soon – at least by the 23rd when I can finally get into the oral surgeon. Thank you all for understanding.
(((HUGS)))
(A special thanks to my boyfriend who helped me assemble this post and found the pictures. ❤️)
As always on a Friday afternoon I reach back past the cobwebs to my old posts and share one from the tombs in a past year on this date. This week it is a young one, only two years old from 2021.
And an aching emptiness that is devoid of everything worthwhile
Every inch of my being hurts
And a simple walk up the stairs takes forever
All because I know you wont be there
At the top of the stairs to hold me
You wont be in the living room to laugh with
And you wont share a meal from the kitchen
Your presence has meant so much during this time together
It creates a tenderness so sensitive to think of you gone
I know it is not forever
Six months is not an eternity
But seeing your bus pull away
Left me bruised and beaten by loneliness
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I had to put my boyfriend on the bus to head home tonight… so very hard to do. We have been together more than 6 weeks and it really hurt to see those bus tail lights. I know the next six month until I see him again will not go by near as fast at the time we spent together… but it will pass in time. I just had to post tonight as ‘devoid’ was the word of the day and that fit so well with the emptiness that I feel right now. I will pull up my big girl panties and carry on until he comes back, but for right now I just hurt.
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Written for Fandango’s One-Word Challenge (FOWC) – devoid